Saturday, January 28, 2006

He's back...

I got home a little while ago after a fun night with CK. We celebrated Mozart's 250th birthday with a concert in a church on Newbury. We snuck out during the last concerto because our tummies were rumbling. We had some yummy greek food and headed home.

On my way home I was thinking that it would be funny if I had an email from social anxiety boy waiting for me. The last time I talked to him was 3 days ago when we officially cut things off. Lo and behold I did have an email waiting for me when I got home. This is what it said:

hey

ok...so I know, we sort of cut things off, but when we last talked I was in a really weird mood, I had a bad day at work and I didn't feel like being positive, if that makes sense. so yeah, sorry for being confusing or misleading or leading you on, etc. but, if you want to try again, or try for the first time, I guess you can say, I'm game. if you are let me know when you are free. if not, no worries and take care...

So, I guess it's time for me to eat my words. I think that I said I was "sooooo done." I was...I really was. But after consulting Vixen and CK, I guess I'm going to give it another shot. I invested a lot of time into this guy without any payoff. And since he seems to be remorseful, I feel like he deserves another chance. It might be a mistake, but I feel like I at least have to answer the question for myself. I will email him my phone number tomorrow, and he can call if he's serious. No more AIM for us.

It's time for bed. I get to sleep in tomorrow, and that pleases me more than I can say!


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